freaking shit. what am i doing here. i dont know.
only know i have to and i need to do well. not a choice.
im quite sick of being near books.
i hate life esp the studying part. plus sometimes studying doesnt guarantee you do well.
waiting for the ppt to attach which is like taking forever.
im feel so bored and aimless now.
should i watch a movie tmrw?

My ship went down in a sea of sound
When I woke up alone I had everything
A handful of moments I wished I could change
And a tongue like a nightmare that cut like a blade

In a city of fools I was careful and cool
But they tore me apart like a hurricane.
A handful of moments
I wish I could change but I was carried away

Give me therapy
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything
Therapy, you were never a friend to me
And you can keep all your misery.

I tried abstaining from the computer to save my results or maybe I was just bored of it.
The Tv is more attractive
Well it didn't work.
Tmrw's the last day of getting back results.
I'm glad, no more heart breaks and heart attacks
I'm sad because it means lessons which mean CHINESE.
anyway, i passed my chinese despite writing rubbish for my chinese essay.
surprisingly, the one i thought i had written well, i just pass
CRAP THE RUBBISH PERSON IS CLEARING THE RUBBISH NOW! I'M SO HIGH UP AND I CAN SMELL IT! WTF.
and and the one i thought i screwed up because i couldnt come up with reasons, i got a B3!
Greatest shock, I passed Paper 2 which i fell asleep doing during the exam because i was just so sleepy.
tmrw's history  and ss. and there's survivor! BRETT AND MICK!

to end this off, I think I need to save my results. i know i can appeal in but I'm not gna andi dont wanna appeal in with the shittiest results. so back to the books. 
did i mention, i think i'm quite stupid and hopeless sometimes. if not most of the time.

tried abstaining from the computer in desperate attempt no. 32908257809345 to stay away from the computer
well, realised it didnt work.

anyway tmrw's the last day of getting back results.
it's good, at least enough of heart attacks and heart breaks.
it's bad too, because this means lessons which means more of Mrs Yeo nagging and Lin Lao

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i feel like rolling on the floor laughing out loud.

Well for the past week, I can't stop saying that I'm going crazy.
I was just so sick and tired of school.
And I feel really very bad for sleeping in Chinese lessons all the time.
If this is my last year learning Chinese (I HOPE IT IS) it'll be sucha waste i spend it sleeping!

watched public enemies on Fri.
it was average, totally normal.
i thought it was gna be great plot, great action (okay fine the action was good), great picture.
But it was OKAY. the best I can go is 'OKAY'.
i'm NEVER gna trust Life's movie ratings.

I'm gna drag people to watch movie with me every alternate weeks.
IN CASE I GO CRAZY.

OOOOOOHHH... LJ HAS A NEW "DETECT(your location)" function.  okay im gna try. walau, the best it can go is, "singapore, singapore"

i feel like janna a pig.
i'm eating and sleeping and eating and sleeping.
and i didn't blog for so long because, i'm too lazy.
after not visiting blogs for like a billion dinosaur years,
i decided to go blog hopping.
and decided that my life isn't that boring after all
anyway, next sunday is like the LAST game for Div1.
As my brain processed those words, i got a shock.
div1 barely felt like it had even started. fine who cares anyway.
and and and ... i think i'm going to fail my napfa.
no doubt about that.
i miss training in a certain way.
NO i dont miss all that hard running and endless bending down.
but without training, i'm like some fat, monstrous lazy stupid pig.
i'm having great difficulties doing my napfa.
not a thing to be happy about, you see.
and i desperately need DSA.

And here something to be happy about
I heard on 987 that lady gaga is coming to s'pore in june!!!