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bluesundayy @ 2009-11-24T22:14:00

2009-11-24T14:14:26Z

hey people, i know this is kinda late but o levels are over! well, so is prom.
prom was well, not as bad as i thought it would be.
i love walking along the empty streets in dress and sandals at 2am in the morning, walking along the singapore river and oh course, running across the roads when there are no cars. gosh how often do you get to do that. oh and, disturbing the couples who were doing their stuff with our loud talking and horrible singing (NOTE: GRACECHAN)
im very bored now. currently, im tired. but not the sleepy tired.
went for Rj training. my fitness level was so bad, i nearly died doing everything.
and the school compound was huge.
can't wait for class chalet. sadly, karen can't go ):
sports day tmrw and im free!
WHOOHOOO. i hate football manager, rooney sucks. when he plays well manu wins. when he plays like shit, manu loses.
when he is not playing, manu gets thrashed. maybe i will play mancity.

bluesundayy @ 2009-10-22T17:30:00

2009-10-22T09:35:15Z

freaking shit. what am i doing here. i dont know.
only know i have to and i need to do well. not a choice.
im quite sick of being near books.
i hate life esp the studying part. plus sometimes studying doesnt guarantee you do well.
waiting for the ppt to attach which is like taking forever.
im feel so bored and aimless now.
should i watch a movie tmrw?

My ship went down in a sea of sound
When I woke up alone I had everything
A handful of moments I wished I could change
And a tongue like a nightmare that cut like a blade

In a city of fools I was careful and cool
But they tore me apart like a hurricane.
A handful of moments
I wish I could change but I was carried away

Give me therapy
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything
Therapy, you were never a friend to me
And you can keep all your misery.

bluesundayy @ 2009-10-01T20:24:00

2009-10-01T12:32:30Z

I tried abstaining from the computer to save my results or maybe I was just bored of it.
The Tv is more attractive
Well it didn't work.
Tmrw's the last day of getting back results.
I'm glad, no more heart breaks and heart attacks
I'm sad because it means lessons which mean CHINESE.
anyway, i passed my chinese despite writing rubbish for my chinese essay.
surprisingly, the one i thought i had written well, i just pass
CRAP THE RUBBISH PERSON IS CLEARING THE RUBBISH NOW! I'M SO HIGH UP AND I CAN SMELL IT! WTF.
and and the one i thought i screwed up because i couldnt come up with reasons, i got a B3!
Greatest shock, I passed Paper 2 which i fell asleep doing during the exam because i was just so sleepy.
tmrw's history and ss. and there's survivor! BRETT AND MICK!

to end this off, I think I need to save my results. i know i can appeal in but I'm not gna andi dont wanna appeal in with the shittiest results. so back to the books.
did i mention, i think i'm quite stupid and hopeless sometimes. if not most of the time.

bluesundayy @ 2009-10-01T20:23:00

2009-10-01T12:24:38Z

tried abstaining from the computer in desperate attempt no. 32908257809345 to stay away from the computer
well, realised it didnt work.

anyway tmrw's the last day of getting back results.
it's good, at least enough of heart attacks and heart breaks.
it's bad too, because this means lessons which means more of Mrs Yeo nagging and Lin Lao

bluesundayy @ 2009-08-02T21:29:00

2009-08-02T13:33:05Z

Last updated 12 weeks ago.
i feel like rolling on the floor laughing out loud.

Well for the past week, I can't stop saying that I'm going crazy.
I was just so sick and tired of school.
And I feel really very bad for sleeping in Chinese lessons all the time.
If this is my last year learning Chinese (I HOPE IT IS) it'll be sucha waste i spend it sleeping!

watched public enemies on Fri.
it was average, totally normal.
i thought it was gna be great plot, great action (okay fine the action was good), great picture.
But it was OKAY. the best I can go is 'OKAY'.
i'm NEVER gna trust Life's movie ratings.

I'm gna drag people to watch movie with me every alternate weeks.
IN CASE I GO CRAZY.

OOOOOOHHH... LJ HAS A NEW "DETECT(your location)" function. okay im gna try. walau, the best it can go is, "singapore, singapore"

bluesundayy @ 2009-05-09T23:00:00

2009-05-09T12:27:11Z

i feel like ~~janna~~ a pig.
i'm eating and sleeping and eating and sleeping.
and i didn't blog for so long because, i'm too lazy.
after not visiting blogs for like a billion dinosaur years,
i decided to go blog hopping.
and decided that my life isn't that boring after all
anyway, next sunday is like the LAST game for Div1.
As my brain processed those words, i got a shock.
div1 barely felt like it had even started. fine who cares anyway.
and and and ... i think i'm going to fail my napfa.
no doubt about that.
i miss training in a certain way.
NO i dont miss all that hard running and endless bending down.
but without training, i'm like some fat, monstrous lazy stupid pig.
i'm having great difficulties doing my napfa.
not a thing to be happy about, you see.
and i desperately need DSA.

And here something to be happy about
I heard on 987 that lady gaga is coming to s'pore in june!!!

bluesundayy @ 2009-03-22T19:55:00

2009-03-22T12:11:35Z

School is this bit of crap that you go to everyday, performing the same routines every week until one day, you wake up and go, "WHAT'S THIS SHIT?"

Well, school starts tomorrow. (Applause please? Or maybe boos would be more appropriate.) As i had mentioned, school starts tomorrow after a one week without school. I can't bring myself to call that one week a holiday. And last Friday's training is probably my last training, as in serious, real proper, look-up-and-pass-the-ball training. Then comes the final showdown. Scared? I don't know but I can't wait for it to be over. Just hope we will stay cool and play to our best! Then we'll have STINGRAY! Or even MEATBALLLS! Then pizza on Wednesday!!

There's AMath test on Thurs which should just go and die. I'm sick of knowing my stuff but losing marks over careless mistakes. Anyway that stupid test is probably the last thing on my mind. There's 90210! and Grey's Anatomy (if i can find the website to watch it) and Heroes! and Amazing Race!

Go and die, school.

bluesundayy @ 2009-03-21T23:00:00

2009-03-21T15:13:35Z

The power of Ryan Matthews.

Brander, says:
ehh go do the 90210 quiz
Brander, says:
tthey have a lot of rubbish quizes
Melissa says:
no i'll be too pro
Brander, says:
no. maybe you wil get ryan matthews
Melissa says:
OMG OKAY

5 seconds later.
Melissa says:
I WANT RYAN MATTHEWS
Melissa says:
WHERES THE QUIZZZZZZZZZZZ
Melissa says:
!!!!!

1 minute later
Brander, says:
yknw what there's no ryan matthews
Melissa says:
oh im nt doing it anymore
Melissa says:
damn

WTH?!

bluesundayy @ 2009-03-17T21:28:00

2009-03-17T13:40:47Z

Life really sucks in a way you wouldn't expect it to

I wouldn't bet on myself feeling this way, three years back.

Training was a disaster, major catastrophe for me.. and yeah, I hate this holidays, if you can even call it one, we've training 4 times a week. Like this is probably the coolest thing that can ever happen to us. It doesn't even feel like a holiday for goodness sake. To make matters worse, training is from 4 to 6 or even cooler, from 2 to 4 on fri. WOW. Right in the middle of the day. Wonderful, dude. Kudos to training! Guilt is the only thing pushing me for training. It's no longer about the 'winning' part, it's about... okay whatever, 3 more trainings. I got to keep it going and no talking to me about ponning!

90210 now! I love Ethan! No hairy guys, please.

Hi Social Studies

2009-03-03T12:38:44Z

Dear Social Studies,
I'm so in love with you. You're such an interesting subject. I love reading books about you. I love learning more about you. You made my day in school today. You're so great that nothing about you seems to penetrate through my thick skull. So why do I love you.

SS test tmrw. sucks. big time. urgh.

semi finals on thurs. come on, let's give it our all!

Hey Mr Bartender, please make a pina colada

2009-02-28T14:12:17Z

surprise surprise surprise! i'm posting.
i figured out that using the computer is a good thing after all.

so i shall watch grey's anatomy! and i found a new website that shows it.
it's called eatlime.com, ironically, i'm drinking lime juice. :D

anyway, chloetan, your leg injury is real, i believe you, but so is your bah kwa!
chloe has this open wound on her knee which healed and somehow ended up looking and feeling like bah kwa. yeah i touhed it.
i wonder if it tastes like bah kwa. HAHA.
next time if you are hungry, just bite a piece of chloe's knee.
but remember to leave some for me.

and dionne lee. i don't want to be your dog.
she went on fri or thurs, "Will you be my dog?" with a doggy-owner look on her face.
WTH.

and i'm getting darker. that's not good right.

okay. im just too bored but i figured that a happy blog is better than a sad one.
that explains all my crap.
and i figured blogging about lessons is dangerous because teachers can become high tech overnight.
and pardon my grammar and punctuation here.

Catch Up

2009-02-14T11:53:58Z

Life really sucks in every sense now. Argh.

On the brighter side, some lessons in school are getting fun and interesting. Firstly, PE! We came up with this really fun game that we truly enjoyed. But it didn't fit the criteria.. Nevermind, we still had fun playing it. History lessons, it's fun in every way. The people, the environment and i mean the air conditioned classroom, the light hearted mood which is so rare now, and the jokes. Physics is also nice, Mrs Ong is the best and nicest teacher! Although I don't get a single crap of Physics but still, I like Physics lessons.
While some lessons are nice, others are getting worse. I'm so so sorry Mrs Yeo. But I really cannot help but fall asleep in class. I'm really sorry, I will try to stay awake this coming week.

After school is also nice, walking around aimlessly with Ali, Limin and Ruth. And i can't wait for next Tuesday, the "SL" outing. :D

bluesundayy @ 2009-01-23T20:06:00

2009-01-22T12:01:47Z

i just blew an ant off my palm. Quicktime doesn't work on my brilliant computer. For some reason. And as a result, I can't watch E4 of GA which i patiently downloaded, wasting about 50 mins of my nice life. Actually, I don't think my life is nice at all. Well, that's rubbish. Okay, I'm talking rubbish. I'm so sick of school and all that running during training. I actually set my mind on quitting hockey. Wow, now i have to depend on my results. I will need plentiful of luck.

bluesundayy @ 2009-01-18T14:12:00

2009-01-18T05:54:10Z

Grey's Anatomy Season 5, Episode 1 and 2 is finally up again after being down for i don't know how long! Omgosh, i'm so going to watch it. For a long period of time, there was only episodes 3 onwards. And no episode 1 and 2. Well, that sucks.

I wanna watch Marley And Me and maybe that iron-his-face movie that melissa and janna were talking about.

Okay Chinese New Year is coming in a week. That means anti social time for me. Iwill sit in my room and watch Grey's Anatomy or Heroes the entire time! YEAH!

Physics test on tues. Wish me luck please. 4 chapters. 73 pages acc to melissa. Yeah i know i shouldn't count the pages. but i don't care.

Blah blah blah, life generally sucks now.

I can't wait for The Fray's album!!! :D

bluesundayy @ 2009-01-10T21:15:00

2009-01-10T13:00:05Z

(I'm going to try to stay really positive and happy in this post here, right.
Remind me to keep on track.)

Well, first week plus one day of school went just fine. change of teachers, well, some good some totally horrible. Ooops, sorry teachers. Yeah, made me appreciate my old teachers. Well, change is coming in my way. (i hope) Lessons are fine, haven't slept in class yet. New sitting arrangement is quite okayy.. Things are looking bright in class minus the tests. Plus the tests, things are simply going haywire. Classmates and history lessons are one of the coolest crap i have! :D

Hockey is disastrous. We have to carry a hockey stick to run 6 rounds, wow, we look great running like that.
CCA fair was horrendous. We were like " Oh, I don't want to brag but our school's hockey is actually quite good, no very good. Look at that medals and trophies we have won. " and we also went " Oh if you want to join hockey, please write your name here (a few people walk away) well, if you don't join, it's your loss! " then we were supposed to tell a lie, which is " hockey is a very safe sport" which I think is very sad because anyone who sees us play on the pitch can tell it isn't very safe.

Can't wait for school next week. 4 tests in a row. It'll be a wonder if i even post again.. :\

Where were you?
When everything was falling apart
All my days were spent by the telephone
It never rang
And all I needed was a call
That never came
To the corner of first and Amistad

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why’d you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me

I Can Hardly Breathe

2008-12-23T14:26:10Z

The homework is suffocating me. Not that there is a lot of homework, it just happens that I have not started. :\ I went East Coast yesterday for Farewell. It was boredom to the maximum. Rode a double bike with Janna to train for the Amazing Race according to her and seriously, we cannot coordinate. We ended taking turns to ride the bike solo. (: Then out of nowhere Caryl appeared. So i rode the double bike with Chloe, peddling at the back and Caryl sitting in the front of me. It was okay, we rode quite a distance before a nasty accident took place. Halfway through the journey, I decided to let Caryl control the handles of the bike. So i let go, Caryl was daydreaming or don't know doing what. So the stupid bike jerked to the left and swung to the right. ALMOST hit Joan and Bwong and the both of them on their bikes almost fell. But surprisingly, Chloe, Caryl and I are still safely on our bike! A little scared though :D After all that riding, my butt now hurts.

And I've finished Grey's Anatomy, Season 1 to 4! in 2 weeks! Erica Hahn and Callie Torres are gross.
I love Mark Sloan!

GREY'S

2008-12-11T14:17:20Z

Oh man, I'm so dead. I'm hooked onto Grey's Anatomy well, not Grace(chan)'s anatomy like how she insists. I mean, come on, yuck, I have better taste. I so hope she sees this. Back from Shanghai, and I totally cannot stand the smell of xiaolongbaos ANYYMORE. I thought i would die during training today but guess what, it was fine. We didn't run that much and we slacked a lot, because Jude was in India. I kind of wonder if he couldn't get a flight back to Singapore due to that terrorist attack (a week or two ago)

Okay, I want my parents and my brother out of that living room. They're snatching the nice, good tv. Leaving me with the other one that doesn't have a remote control (it broke years back) and it doesn't have a DVD player. They're watching History Channel. I mean come on, I'm a history student and I don't really care about history. And someone can, well no, should get me a Blu-Ray player. I WANT IT. Everything's in HD now. The whole world's going high definition.

And my accomplishment of the holiday is
1) I COOKED. (at ali's house)
(with a lot a lot of ali's help, uh we fried eggs and potatoes and microwaved a veggie pizza)
2) I fixed up my DVD Player! I never knew I could do that.

bluesundayy @ 2008-11-07T23:02:00

2008-11-07T14:47:02Z

i need to be crazy one day.
I was looking through all our past hockey videos on youtube.
Star Awards, Bat Watching, even the uncle mike kissing china import video (which had 2000 views!)
And I realised I have not been crazy for a long time.
Actually we haven't done anything stupid
Perhaps except during OBS.
Missed the crossbar challenge etc!
In some ways, missing training too,
well, not the running though.
lit night today was boring, i feel so embarrassed for you, me and everyone.
training starts next week.
and i cannot imagine how i actually sort of liked training two years back
i must be mad.

bluesundayy @ 2008-11-05T23:29:00

2008-11-05T15:19:04Z

IM A BIG SUCKER (chrysemthnum tea) AND A BIGG LAZZZY BUMMM!
Can you start caring, about things going on around you, naminqibrander
Speaking of that, I'm wondering if i should sleeep.
There's Champs League tonight and I've no school tomorrow.
Actually I have but it's Suntec I'm heading for.
To watch XXX doing the catwalk and meet Stacey and Dale.
The environmental thing at Suntec is not even fit to be crap.
I mean no one cares, all we do is walk around, feeling deprived.
AND I'm probably going to school tomorrow to get my shitty grades that cannot even get me into a good course for poly.
Yes, poly, I'm not even talking about JC.
There are so many things i want to do well for.
But guess what, naminqibrander is simply toooo lazzzy to make the effort.
I'll probably spend the holidays mourning( will i even bother mourning?) about my sucky grades and wanting to do better
But doing nothing about it in the end.
Talk about doing well and winning B div. FAT HOPEEEEE.
At the rate I'm going I won't even do well in my dreams.
I don't know how i actually survived 15 years of living on this stupid place called earth being such a lazzy bumm
I wonder if one day, will I be so lazy that I don't bother leaving my dream and end up there forever.
In simpler terms, it means i become so lazy that i do not bother waking up from my sleep and just die.
HOPEFULLLY. then the world shall celebrate the death and loss of a lazy one.
I NEEED A REAL WAKE UP CALL. (EOYs wasn't enough)

bluesundayy @ 2008-10-28T20:59:00

2008-10-29T13:42:21Z

I had a refreshing dose of morning sunshine this morning after missing training for a week.
Well, it felt great until sweat starts rolling down my temples.
What a nice way to put it, basically I sat outside the classroom at the bench during Chinese.
Talk about the O levels being next week.
I am scared of Chinese, i refuse to hear a word of Chinese today, nope, until Chinese lessons tomorrow.
Don't remind me that I'm Chinese. At least until tomorrow.
Seoul Garden tomorrow before the match (:
Melissa's best friend is going.
We'll probably waste our evening there and NO AMAZING RACE ASIA! ): ):
And I managed to persuade Janna not to report sick after recess. (:
Well, actually I didn't do much.
Still, I'M A GOOD GIRL!

Post Exam!

2008-10-16T12:48:55Z

Tudou is very slow.
Someone should do something about it
Well, I don't know what but just make it faster.

Argh. I don't like after exam lessons.

They're just so boring
Aww, I miss enrichment week!
I don't like the multiplication of matrices
It's so tiring.
Anyway Amazing Race Asia is in 15 minutes! :D
Go Team Singapore!

I'm so sick sick sick, I'm tired

2008-10-13T12:32:10Z

here's an update during this period of time.
basically to cut it short, the exams came and before i knew it it fly past me and it's over.
YEAH EXAMS ARE OVERRR!! :D :(
:( becauseee i heard there are mass CHINESE sessions coming in our wayyy..
yep, chinese.
Definitely not the best way to spend our post-exam period.
But, O levels are coming. and that means that means cca will stand down AGAIN!
For once, the teachers in our school are efficient.
and less than a week after the exams are over,
WE ARE GETTING BACK OUR PAPERS!
Kinda quick and caught me unaware.
But well, i have to face it sooner or later.
Tues/ Wed, full day getting back papers! :(
I'm keeping my fingers crossed.
Wish me luck, people
I'm so sick sick sick, I'm tired.

bluesundayy @ 2008-09-22T15:34:00

2008-09-24T06:42:18Z

English, Chinese and History are OVER!!

I need motivation for nuts. Any idea how bored I am?

I NEED to study Biology, but before I can even study, I need to find the textbook.

I miss Monday! It was the highlight of the week. Come to think of it, it's only 3 days ago but somehow it felt like it happened so so long ago. We had 3 free periods after recess and I played bridge with joy and lowann for one and a half hour. i miss you, bridge!

oh man my life is boring.

bluesundayy @ 2008-09-06T20:00:00

2008-09-06T11:59:27Z

Today was a bad day, a really bad one. I'm starting to kind of wonder if my brains are still working.
Okay it started out really bad. Last night, Chloe told us the (not so) good news.
There's U18 training in the morning like uh from 8AM to 10AM. YES! early morning.
So this morning, I woke up late!! Intended to wake up at 6.15.
Ended up waking at 6.45 and i was supposed to meet peiyi at 7!
That's only the beginning. My mum send me to the train station.
15 seconds after i got out the car, i realized that I did not bring my hockey stick.
How smart, I'm actually going for hockey training without bringing my hockey stick.
So i waited stupidly at the taxi stand while my mum went home and take my stick.
Made peiyi wait 15 minutes for me. Then in a twist of fate, Elaine's dad drove us to CCAB.
Okay, the exciting part has yet to come. Upon reaching there, there was NO ONE at the hockey pitch nor did we see any hockey players
There were only 5 gundos (me,peiyi, janna, chloe, elaine) sitting there, praying hard that there is actually a training.
then we made a realization. THERE'S NO U18 HOCKEY TRAINING.
We woke up early in the morning for nothing!
We came all the way here for nothing!
What a way to spend a Saturday morning, sitting at CCAB, hoping that there is training.
Oh yes, and i went for chinese tuition in the afternoon without bringing any stationary.

Starting to wonder if i will wake up on Monday and leave my brain at home. :\\
Monday better be good. Or I'm just so dead.
I need to get some studying started. ://

bluesundayy @ 2008-08-24T09:16:00

2008-08-30T13:24:19Z

back from OBS.
It was quite fun, at least we were far far away from the hectic school life.
I was in the same watch as melissa, chloe, janna jingwen and peiyi.

We had, ah bu,this super naggy and CMI woman as our instructor.
if there's an award for the naggiest person, she wins the champion. mrs yeo gets the runner up.
She takes 1592732929239 safety precautions before letting us do anything.
YACK YACK YACK BLABBER BLABBER BLABBER.
Hated her like i-don't-know-what for the first two days.
3 main reasons why she sucks. 1) she nags like shit. 2) her jokes are totally not funny. 3) she is so boring
then finally on the 3rd day we decided to be nicer.
We asked stupid questions, irritated the shit out of her. And realised that she can be funny if she tries really really hard.
Ah well she's nice la. Except she is....................as i mentioned above.
HAHA.

Activities were fun fun fun except for land expedition.
Kayaking rocks. I love my kayak, Chloe and Jingwen with our Michael Phelps and Usain Bolt.

Tents suck. Made me appreciate Sports trip.

By the way the exams are coming. I'm not convinced I'm worried.